New H@ir Style

Even this year my family can't celebrate CNY
cause my grandpa juz pass away last month
but i still decide 2 go n do sumting on my hair 4 this cuming CNY....kekeke


So last sunday i went a hair cut wif my sister
n i told de hairstylist tat i wan sumting special but don't too over(*lala*)
cause is bored 2 have almost similiar haircut
so i juz giv my hair 2 her, let her cut ony......

*dont worry this salon(Wenawave) i ady went 4 many many years
so is trustable*


n this is the result.....ngek ngek ngek






NEW YEAR=NEW HAIR STYLE
What u think? *ngek ngek ngek

I'm so tired

Last year
i try to explore myself
try to bcum ME that inside my heart
try those thing that i scared to step
try those thing that i not sure
try those that ialso dunno whether suit me or not!
i go n try it...i really try it...n i really try it for so long
but seem like don't have any good respond and feedback
seem like no one care
no one pay attention
so that i always ask myself-
' what wrong with me? am i not good enough?'
Am i really not good enough?
Am i ???

Now i'm really tired
i tired to do all those thing
i tired to bcum de real ME inside my heart
i tired 2 keep this secret....

Can i back 2 normal?
Can i delete all those thing in my mind?
Can i start a new life?

I'll GIVE UP

i told myself
no matter what
no matter who
no matter when
no matter why

28/02/09 will be THE END.......